Wednesday, August 29, 2012

VACATING

Mama why is everything about Bella I can't carry this it's too heavy I wish Dash had never been born mama you are ruining my life you are the worst person ever why can't we have cotton candy you always say no why won't you get in the water you're no fun.

Times 100. For three days straight. I'm done yelling. It's time to bust out my ninth grade acting skills.

I throw down the boogie boards and leave my kids behind on the Santa Monica Beach Boardwalk. As I march away with an exaggerated sense of purpose and a smothered giggle, I can feel their astonishment in the back of my neck. I count to ten in my head and then throw my arms up in the air and yell out with pretty impressive fake tears I can't stand it anymore and I'm going home. I hit the top of the stairs, round the corner, and peek back down the path and there they are gesticulating, conferring, panicking. Then I see Bella comforting Dash by putting her hands on his shoulders, followed by a hardcore finger-wagging warning like whatever you do Dash don't cross the bike path and wait for me here and I'll see what I can do about mama. He nods and sits down on a boogie board. As she runs up the stairs to find me, she glows with a maturity that's way beyond her nine years. She's tears-in-her-eyes sorry. We hug. And our beach day begins.

Very quickly, Dash is tap dancing, arabesquing, conducting, funky chickening, and José Limóning down the beach, all the while chasing birds and smashing sand castles. Bella is way too far out, diving underneath the waves, staying out of sight a bit longer with each entry. Over and over again I inhale sharply, firming the muscles in my body to gather the strength required to jump up and run into the water and swim out in three seconds flat to save her life. And then she pops back up and I get to exhale. I start to wonder how much more my heart can take of this whole parenting thing.

Dash gets braver and takes his dance into the waves and under the water he goes and I am shit crap fuck Dash where are you running to find him and pull him up and out but he's not yet as resilient as Bella so he needs to recover from the washing machine of the Pacific Ocean. I burrito-wrap him in his towel and plunk him down on his butt between my extended legs, my knees pressing in to contain him as he presses out and the rhythm continues in out in out in out like I'm working a Suzanne Somers' thigh master because even at rest my son vibrates with movement. I give Dash the job of never ever taking his eyes off of Bella. You, Dash, are in charge of keeping her alive. He likes this job. And I'm psyched that I only need to track one child. And since I have the rare connection of my mouth to Dash's ear I decide to address a few pressing issues.

Dash, I want us all to stop yelling. And to stop hitting each other.

Yeah, mama, we need to find some love.

 And we need to stop being so naughty.

You mean like last night when I poked holes in the air mattress and when I put the glue all over the wall and at the restaurant last night when I ran away from the dinner table and locked myself into the bathroom like that like that mama?

Suddenly, all I want to discuss is food.

Oh, Dash, how I loved that dinner last night. Let's talk about the pasta sauce. How do you think you spell it?

Allamoonalabasomething. All I know is it starts with an a.
 
He helps me write the letters in the sand.

A L L ' A M A T R I C I A N A

It's Italian. I wonder what's in that tasty tasty tasty sauce?

I don't know, mama. Look it up on your iPhone.

No. Let's guess and then make up our own. I say tomatoes, anchovies, garlic, and some yummy fatty pig.

Mama, all I can say is I just loved slurping up that thick pasta.

And I loved watching him across the table as he maneuvered the drinking straw bucatini, sucking it in with such gusto that his lips got slammed and stained with sauce. 

I miss our kitchen, Dashi. I want to make that sauce right now.

He looks way way past Bella and out to the boats.

Mama, are pirates real? With the boat and the bird and guns and stuff?

They are real. But they don't always have birds.

Mama, do birds have eyeballs on the backs of their heads?

Before I can answer, he's tearing off down the beach to find out.

At first it's cute to watch him run. Then I realize that he's not going to stop and I need to go get him. No I don't need to get him, he'll be fine. He's just a speck now. Yes, I do need to get him. No, I don't. And then I run like a motherfucker down the beach to capture my baby boy before he completely disappears.
SOME THOUGHTS ON ALL'AMATRICIANA SAUCE:
Full disclosure, I did look up all'amatriciana sauce on my iPhone when Dash wasn't looking. I found so many variations but decided to stick with what we had guessed with the addition of red pepper flakes and an onion. I think a few Italians might get mad at me for adding an onion. And my market was out of guanciale so I used pancetta. And it's the height of heirloom tomato excitement around here so I went in that direction. I'm trying to be flexible as a cook and a parent (it's much easier with cooking).

This is a simmer-all-day sauce; it's the kind of home cooking that takes over your apartment, seeping into your sheets and rugs and sofa pillows and summer dresses, lingering for days. But the final sauce is a wonderfully balanced red jam that's sweet, salty, acidic, and packed with disintegrating fatty nuggets of pork. It doesn't require much effort, just don't rush it.

BUCATINI WITH HEIRLOOM TOMATO ALL'AMATRICIANA SAUCE
Makes enough sauce to serve 4. It's intense so you just need enough to lightly coat the pasta. It would also make a great sauce for lasagna. Or you can freeze it to enjoy in the middle of the winter.

ingredients:
4 cloves garlic
4 anchovy fillets packed in oil
1 tablespoon tomato paste
a pinch of red pepper flakes (or more if you like)
1 tablespoon olive oil
6 pieces thinly sliced guanciale (pancetta or bacon), chopped or cut with scissors into 2" pieces
1 yellow or white onion, diced
1/3 cup red wine
6 large heirloom tomatoes (stick with colors in the red family for a vibrant red sauce), cored and sliced and then cut into about 1" square pieces
salt and pepper to taste
1 pound dried bucatini (or spaghetti)
handful of salt (for pasta water)
1/3 cup chopped parsley
1/2 cup grated parmesan, pecorino, or piave cheese
olive oil
coarse salt

directions:
Make a paste out of garlic, anchovies, tomato paste, and red pepper flakes with a mortar and pestle or food processor. Set aside.

Cook pork over medium heat until golden and crispy on both sides. Removed with slotted spoon and place on paper towel. Pour out half of rendered fat. Place back on medium heat. Add onion and cook until softened (about 5 minutes). Add  cooked pork and garlic/anchovy puree and cook for about a minute, stirring the whole time.  Don't let it brown. Add wine and cook until it's mostly evaporated. Add tomatoes. When it comes to a boil, turn it down to a simmer. Cook for many hours, stirring about every 30 minutes or so. When it's nice and thick (3-4 hours), taste and adjust seasonings with salt and pepper.

Bring a big pot of water to the boil. Add a handful of kosher salt.  Add pasta. Cook until al dente. Before draining pasta, scoop out a cup or so of pasta water into a pitcher. Drain pasta and place pasta back in pot. Add about a cup of the sauce and a splash of pasta water. Crank heat. Stir for a few seconds until pasta is coated with sauce. You might need to add a bit more sauce or pasta water. Serve immediately with the following toppings at the table: pasta water, chopped parsley,  grated cheese, olive oil, and coarse salt.

56 comments:

  1. Had a challenging day - this made me smile. I will definitely try this thanks. Rosemarie

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  2. My 4 year old son vibrates even while sitting still too.

    Can I just say this...no other blog excites, inspires and makes me fall in love with food all over again more than yours, Phyllis. I've got some serious, SERIOUS love for your style of writing.

    And this pasta looks freakin' AMAZING. Mm!

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  3. This post was worth waiting for. Times 100.

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  4. Thank you for writing. Please don't stop.

    As no.2 is cooking away in the belly, the fear of being a mom for 2 kids under 2 grow each day. But this post took it away.

    Eunice

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    1. when dash was cooking away in my belly i was ridiculously freaked out. i understand. so glad i could help. what a beautiful comment.

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  5. love the sauce. love the writing even more. the everyday fear can be quite overwhelming. the sauceslurpingbeachdancing moments even more so. love from faraway berlin,anja

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  6. can only repeat the above comments! question: how much pancetta do you use?

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    1. thanks for catching that! about 6 pieces of thinly sliced pancetta or bacon or guanciale. changed above too! thank you.

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  7. Amazing...simply amazing and sweet and decidedly fun!

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  8. I always love your insights on momming and cooking! Thank you.
    Megan
    www.artbymegan.com

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  10. I don't know how you do it... There are so many mom blogs out there that I have read and feel absolutely no connection with. Yet, every one of your posts feels like the motherhood that I experience. There's a reality that is not trite or oversimplified or boastful or complaining that just feels right and true. And thank you for the recipes, they help so much when the everyday cooking starts to become onerous.

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  11. That sauce is the REAL THING!!! I can't wait to make it.
    As the mother of 2 grown, 40 plus year old dare-devils, I can tell you it does get easier after they leave home and do things that you don't have to know about. Then when they tell you later, after they've survived, you can freak out to a lesser degree.
    Love your honesty.

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  12. I miss the warm Pacific Ocean. In my youth, I hung out in Laguna Beach (my grandmother lived there) and Corona del Mar. I've moved to the foothills of Northern California and the Pacific Coast up here is cold, rocky and beautiful. Our "beaches" consist of lakes and rivers--wonderful in their own way, but not the Pacific! I stumbled across your blog this morning when I should be canning salsa, but will be back. The kids grow up too soon--enjoy them. If you think you have drama now, wait until the teen years! That is dramatic!

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  13. my favorite sauce ever. the beach (at nearly the exact spot where i'm obsessed with relocating). family mayhem.
    love this post.
    thanks for the recipe, too. can't wait to try it.

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  14. Wonderful recipe (my kitchen is still full of the scent) and beautiful blog entry... I teared up, remembering a too similar episode with just me and my own small Dashiell (now nine), with each of "crossing out" love and vacations and happiness, and then hugging and crying and falling all over ourselves and seeking solace in the nearby gelato cart run by a very patient, lovely, and bemused old italian man...

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  15. Phyllis. I'm all teary-eyed here, at the beach, but it's my kids and our day. And you are brilliant with words.

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  16. love this. and yes, it would be tragic to be hit by a bike on that menacing bike path. we tried it. it's no fun at all. making some pasta tomorrow after we hike our first fourteener with kids and all try not to fall off the top. this will be our reward. thanx for writing.

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  17. Sarah in AustraliaDecember 4, 2012 at 5:39 PM

    This is the best version of this dish I have ever managed to pull off at home - thank you so much!

    Thank you also for keeping it real - you reassure me that when this little bean is out and there are three of us eating this sauce - I'll still be me, just a mama as well.

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    1. what a touching comment. and yes. we all need to be reminded to keep it real. thank you.

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  18. If tomatoes aren't in season, can we just use the same amount of canned & peeled San Marzanos or something?

    Looks delicious - thank you!

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    My name is Paulson Hooker,i am from USA.I want to share my testimony on how i get cure of my HERPES GENITAL with the help of Doctor OSCAR DILAN, I have being suffering for this disease for a very long time now and I have try several means to get rid of it, but there was no solution to it because my doctor told me at the hospital that herpes has no cure.I have being scam by several people on internet who claim that they have herpes cure.but I never gave up, until I saw a post,posted by JACK WILSON. when I saw her testimony I was happy because she make a statement that the herbal doctor medicine is for free. after reading the testimony,so I collect the herbal doctor email and mail him about my herpes that I need cure and 4 hours later he replied my mail, and told me to send him my details about my self and after that he told me that his herbal medicine is free and that the only thing that I need to do, is to provide money that he will use in getting the herbal medicine preparation done and I told him that he should give me 2/3 days to get the money amd we keep on sending mail to each other and using phone calls to communicate and three days later I got the money that he request for in getting the items and I send it to him he email me that he has purchase the items that he is about to prepare the herbal medicine and after the preparation he send the herbal medicine to me via fedex and he also give me the guide line on how to use the herbal medicine and after using it for 8 days as he told me, then I went for medical checkup at the hospital and I was so surprise that the doctor congratulate me that am now herpes negative and I was so happy because at last am free from herpes and also I want to thank WILSON for using doctor OSCAR DILAN to cure my herpes and another testimony is that two of my friend who also have herpes that contacted doctor OSCAR DILAN for their own cure have also been cured from herpes and now they are also herpes NEGATIVE like me and if you have herpes or any other disease and you want to get rid of it, DR OSCAR DILAN is the best DR to cure it. If you want to be sharing the same testimony that am sharing with other who has being cure by him kindly contact doctor OSCAR DILAN via this email: oscardilan68@yahoo.com OR oscardilan68@hotmail.com OR oscardilan68@gmail.com .... YOU CAN USE ANY OF THE EMAILS... .... DR OSCAR GOT ALL CURE AND REMEDY TO ALL KIND OF SICKNESS YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN SUFFER FROM AND ALSO SPECIALISES IN THE FOLLOWING:

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  35. Join me celebrate for these great and perfect day which my lord God has done for using these great and powerful healing doctor called DR OSCAR to heal my sickness HIV/AIDS which has been choking me up for over 2years now without solutions, i have seek for solutions online, and through hospital, they keep on giving me orientations about drugs that can extend my years.now since Dr OSCAR DILAN has helped me to erased my disease out of my life, i we owe you greatly for healing me truly and i say big thank you DR OSCAR DILAN, you are truly God-sent. if you are out there passing through same difficulty, you can also contact him on his email on :oscardilan68@yahoo.com OR oscardilan68@hotmail.com OR oscardilan68@gmail.com .... YOU CAN USE ANY OF THE EMAILS TO CONTACT HIM....YOU CAN ALSO CALL / ADD HIM UP ON WHATSAPP USING THIS MOBILE NUMBER:+2348077526136

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  36. Join me celebrate for these great and perfect day which my lord God has done for using these great and powerful healing doctor called DR OSCAR to heal my sickness HIV/AIDS which has been choking me up for over 2years now without solutions, i have seek for solutions online, and through hospital, they keep on giving me orientations about drugs that can extend my years.now since Dr OSCAR DILAN has helped me to erased my disease out of my life, i we owe you greatly for healing me truly and i say big thank you DR OSCAR DILAN, you are truly God-sent. if you are out there passing through same difficulty, you can also contact him on his email on :oscardilan68@yahoo.com OR oscardilan68@hotmail.com OR oscardilan68@gmail.com .... YOU CAN USE ANY OF THE EMAILS TO CONTACT HIM....YOU CAN ALSO CALL / ADD HIM UP ON WHATSAPP USING THIS MOBILE NUMBER:+2348077526136

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  37. TESTIMONY ON HOW MY FARM BUSINESS WAS BEING RESUSCITATED THROUGH THE HELP OF ELLIOT OLIVE LOANS

    Hello General Public, my names are Anna Van Alxendar and am from the western cape region of south Africa, a farmer by profession. I would like to testify about a loan company that helped me when i was facing financial problems at my farm. These problems started 6months ago when i needed a loan to boost my farm work,I came across so many loan companies That scammed me of the remaining small money i had, i never relented because i really need the loan.I was refereed by a good friend of mine to this loan company. We immediately contacted the loan company seeking the amount of R1,000,000.00 he then sent me an application. I completed all that was required from me, after an hour i was informed that my loan was approved. It took me by surprise, because i expected the loan to take a bit longer than that even though my friend told me that it will be approved the same day. My loan was transferred into my bank account that same day. I am sharing my testimony today with everyone so that if you happen to be facing a financial problem then kindly contact ELLIOT OLIVE LOANS. Please my fellow south Africans if you need a loan for any purpose at all i will advise you to contact this great loan company for help, Email: ( elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com ) so happy now all thanks to Mr ELLIOT OLIVE the General Manager of ELLIOT OLIVE LOANS and i also want to thank my friend for showing me the right path. Contact this loan company today if you need a loan and tell them that I Anna Van Alxendar referred you to them I have referred so many people to them and they helped them just the same way they helped me also, that makes me happy the more. CONTACT THIS MAIL TODAY FOR YOUR LOAN: elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com as he is EFFECIENT,DYNAMIC AND 100% RELIABLE.....

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  38. Goodday To EveryOne,


    I am Luz Williams and am 33years old, You Know there are so many of us that are in dire need of financial help and it just doesn't seem that people understand our lives and financial situations what ever each of ours are! Do they?they dont I guess !! I was in very chronic financial and terminal health situation some few months ago after all my search for assistance from friends and neighbours proved abortive and due to this I had to swallow my pride by asking, searching, and always praying for a kind soul out there to help me and my kids who were droving outta school as a result of my inability to take up with their tuition fees properly since their dad was also late and due to this financial stress and rejection Sometimes I feel there is none who really truly cares. I wish that I could win some money so that I could solve my entire immediate family problems but it was all a mere dream as reality became so real to my face when I was unable to pay my light bills, and my food stuff bills and as a result I had no choice but to search for reputable loan agencies online that lease loans out to the needy but all I got was a bunch of scammers as I believed the very second lender I communicated with due to my desperation to get money ASAP and that made me send to him the only one money I had both on earth and in heaven which is $310 usd and after I sent this , they kept on asking for more and this made me mad that i had to shut down that email because i realized shits and i didn't bother going online to get any help anymore , because I didn't trust it anymore . I became so emaciated due to lack of good food and my 2 kids age 5 and 8 were not also good looking due to lack of proper care as a result of finance and one morning I saw an old time family fiend of my husband and I told him all I have been through and he said the only way he could help was to direct me to a good loan agency that also helped him and he explained too on how he was financially down and how he got boosted by this loan agency CALLED Elliot Olive LOAN FOUNDATION: elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com who gave him loan at an affordable rate and he further assured me that they were legit and not scammers and he also told me what was needed to be done { THE COMPANY ADMINISTRATIVE PROCEDURE} and he also gave me the email address of the Elliot Olive LOAN AGENCY: elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com and I contacted them as instructed and by the grace of GOD ALMIGHTY I was also granted my loan funds within 2 days without any stress or problems and this is why I have come here to give out my testimony and to let the people know that there are still real and reputable loan agencies online: elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com .... COntact this great man now using this email address: elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com and tell him that I Luz Williams gave you his email address to contact as he IS REAL, EFFICIENT, DYNAMIC AND 100% RELIABLE.......

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  39. HOW I GOT MY LOAN FROM THIS GREAT COMPANY CALLED ELLIOT OLIVE LOAN COMPANY

    Hello to All across the globe, I am Martha Loiussa, currently living in NEW YORK now, USA. I am a widow at the moment with 2 kids and I was stuck in a financial situation in April 2018 and I needed to refinance and pay my bills. I tried seeking loans from various loan firms both private and corporate but never with success, and most banks declined my credit ,do not fall prey to those hoodlums out there that call them self money lender they are all scam , all they want is your money and you well not hear from them again they have done it to me twice before I meet Mr ELLIOT OLIVE the most interesting part of it is that my loan was transfer to me within 74hours so I will advice you to contact Mr ELLIOT OLIVE if you are interested in getting loan and you are sure you can pay him back on time you can contact him via email……… ( elliotoliveloanfirm@yahoo.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@gmail.com OR elliotoliveloanfirm@hotmail.com ) No credit check, no co signer with just 2% interest rate and better repayment plans and schedule if you must contact any firm with reference to securing a loan without collateral then contact Mr ELLIOT OLIVE today for your loan

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  40. Hello Everyone,

    Am Mr lourens, Am really grateful and thankful for what Dr.Manbela has done for me and my family. i have be suffering from Herpes for good three years with no solution, the diseases almost took my life and because I was unable to work and I was also loosing lots of money for medication, but one faithful day when I went online, I met lots of testimonies about this great man so I decided to give it a try and to God be the glory he did it. If you need his help or you also want to get cured just the way I got mine, just email him below drmanbelaherbalhome@gmail.com or add him up on his whatsapp number +14154831433and get your healing. He has cure for other deadly diseases like cancer, Hiv/Aids, Hepatitis,Diabetes,Urinary treat infection,impotence,Infertility,Diarrhea,Asthma, bed wetting e.t.c. you will also share your testimony.

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  43. Hello Everybody,
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    Thanks to Dr.Ajayi Ololo the great spell caster who brought back my lover and restore to me my Job. I want to tell everyone about my meeting with Dr.Ajayi Ololo who has brought peace, happiness and joy into my home and now i can hit hand on my chest to say i have my own child. Am the most happiest person on earth now, Because what this great spell caster did for me in getting the love of my life back to me and restoring back to me my Job is so amazing that i cant keep the testimony to my self alone, Because deep inside i know there are so many people in the world today that are going through relationship, marriage and many other difficult issues that they have found there self into. That is the main reason why am here to testify publicly of the great and mighty work of this spell caster, So as you that is out there confused can contact him and find yourself out of the confusion. At these moment i don’t have much to say than to appreciate the good works of Dr.Ajayi Ololo who you can reach on the following email: ajayiololo@yahoo.com . 1. He has got charms/spell to take away bad luck & give good luck in life 2. He fix broken relationships, marriages 3. He treats Bareness 4. He fight evil/ witchcraft/ ghost/bad spell/curses/bad dreams& cleans homes. 5. He bring back lost lover/family 6. He Makes court cases/divorces/bad debts to disappear. 7. He has herbs for losing weight 8. He solve financial and domestic difficulties 9. He has a spell charm to bring back stolen goods. 10. He has got a sale quick potions to boost customers in business. 11. He can make you gain promotions at work place. 12. He can make your admired partner to be yours. 13. He has herbs to make long live with HIV 14. He has something to make you have lot of children. 15. He has a spell/charms that can make you have a good job. 16. He can stop someone to interfere in your love relationship/family 17. He has mixtures of herbs for sexual weakness. 18. He has herbs to enlarge your sexual system to satisfy your partner. 19. He cure madness/stress/addictions/long illnesses. 20. He treat sexual transmitted infections quickly. 21. He has lucky spells/charm to increase your wealthy. 22. He has charms for gambling/lotto/ casinos. 23. He has powerful herbs for curing early ejaculations. 24. he has charms to protect away from car robbers/hijacker/properties attack& 25. He cast death spell ETC . Contact him Via email: ajayiololo@yahoo.com .

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